'You just need to push you out！'

I choised to hide myshelf when i am unhappy. I know you are care about me.Thanks. Though the problems are still here. Yes, maybe just like the word, to push me out.

Maybe, it is not bad at all. At lease, i know i should cherish everything i have, my family, my friends... I should go back to see my popop with a box of milk.I should ack my friends to hand out.

To say something happy, i sent my first presentation today to GuangZhou daily. Wish to get a good news. 

God, please blessing everyone I concern!

会无事的，我坚信。不要让我失望，好吗。

可以承受的经已太多，够了！不想再听到电话那边的焦急与不安，不想看软弱的眼神。虽然小时候你经常虾我，但一直以来，我们的感情是最好的。会稳定下来的，会找到合适的骨髓的，会手术成功的！快快好起来，我还等你陪我打篮球，帮我买鞋，同我讲你的女朋友们。。

会找到的，请您告诉我。

如果这是把戏、如果这是诡计，请结束。请问这样做对您会有什么好处呢？令一个无助的病人在外流荡，良心何在？上演一次还不够吗？我不要我的家人被你伤害！不要！